This shocking auto-biography lands 5-year-old Terry Hyde in the friendly confines of the Primary Children's Hospital in Salt Lake City, Utah. He was healing from a bone infection and subsequent surgery to his right knee. He should have been released to go home. Why then, the almost deadly detour to the County General Hospital? A turn that would plunge him into the dark abyss of Satanic Ritual Abuse. This and other questions unravel in horrifying detail as the mystery unfolds. How did he survive? Barely! But there would be a heavy price to pay for that survival--the effects! The effects of shock and horror and an endless downward spiral into psychological darkness, where unknown monsters devoured souls of discarded children. How can such a premise lead to hope and victory? Through a healing journey of heartache, discovery and ultimate triumph.